At The Gates

There in the night i see,

I wait there looking out,

I see that I am not needed,

But its I that need you.

I see out of the bushes,

See how different things are,

The world melts around me,

Changing all i know.

Now in a desolate place,

I can see out,

But still out of reach to change anything.

As my world falls apart,

I see it shatter,

I see my daemons coming,

After my soul again to take me away.

Fight after fight they come,

For i am only one,

One without another,

Fighting for myself,

To keep the most basic.

Life is what they want,

But i shall never let go,

They invade my mind,

They see what i see.

But still,

I hold the key,

And will never give it up.

Although I never win,

I never give up,

Forgetting my own,

To save you,

To keep you from the hell,

The hell I see nightly,

The hell that noone should see.

I stand at the gates,

But only for you,

Only to make sure your fine,

I stand at the gates.

I will never let them take you,

But its my life to give,

To make you happy,

To make it all alright.

I see my world melting,

I see it shatter.

But noone knows,
Noone knows the pain iv seen.